Its been 5 months! Every 5th of the month, gives me an emotional blow. I don’t know what to do and how to deal with it. I am missing Mosi every minute. She was the source of enthusiasm and happiness for me. After her, there is no one with whom I can share my fear and my happiness equally. She did everything for me to make me a happy person. Under the right conditions, the small trigger can unleash a flood of sunny memories in hidden sentimental among us . Sometimes I thinks of only the reminiscences of past gaiety. But the Life is like that, accepting and moving on.
I have started reading Kabir ke Dohe recently . It brings infinite peace and joy reading them. I often read it while relaxing, and on Twitter also. It is similar to reading the beautiful inspiring quoatations
Few of them are :
Dukh Mein Smiran Sab Kare, Sukh Mein Kare Na Koye
Jo Sukh Mein Simran Kare, Tau Dukh Kahe Ko HoyeR
While Suffering everyone Prays and Remembers Him, in joy no one does
If one prays and remembers Him in happiness, why would sorrow come?
Mala ferat jug bhaya, miTa na man ka pher.
Kar ka manaka Daari de, man ka manaka pher.
You kept doing simaran on beeds for yugas; still your wandering has not come to an end. I say to you – drop the beeds in your hand and start remembering him in mind. Put your mind in simaran so it will not let you wander anymore.
There are lots more….. Just find and read them if you like these.
Meanwhile my Examinations are going to start and there are two weeks of hard work ahead.